I want to cut, cut to the bone, cut my veins, bleed until there is nothing left.
I want to starve, starve until I can count my bones, starve until I faint, starve until I'm waisting away.
I want to cry, I want to scream, I want people to know how I feel deep inside.
I want them to know that I am not just fine!! I don't want to function anymore, I don't want to hide my feelings and thoughts and act as if there is nothing wrong with me.
I want to be saved.
