Conversation.

What are you doing?

Starving.

Fasting.

Why?

I don't know.

What do you want?

I don't know.

What are you hoping to achieve?

I don't know.

Well then why-

I DON'T KNOW.

Ha, do you even know who you are?

No.

Is this what you want?

Why?

What?

WHAT?

I DON'T KNOW.

SHUT UP. SHUT UP.

Look at yourself.

Who are you? Feeling proud?

Feeling happy?

I-

Feeling anything?

Empty.

Empty.

Angry.

Confused.

SO confused.

Frustrated.

Frustrated.

Lonely.

Lonely.

Goddammit, scared.

Wait, what?

Wait, why?

WHY?

Who?

Who am I?

Who are you?

I am you.

Who are you?

I am yourself, you, you, I, me.

What?

I am WE.

I- what?

Exactly, I'm you, from years, all this time, we are this.

We are what?

What?

You don't even know yourself anymore.

Do you even know what you are?

What do you want?

No... I-

Oh, just do it.

Starve. Starve. Starve.

No.

Recover.

No. Binge. Binge.

No.

No.

Purge.

Cut.

Starve.

Must be empty.

Be strong. Steel ribs.

Binge.

Must binge.

Must not eat.

Be thin.

Be happy.

Not both?

Not possible.

No.

Stop.

Stop it.

Stop it.

Starve.

STARVE.

STARVE.

Fast.

5 days.

8 days.

I have not eaten for 12 days.

Never eat again.

Never.

Never.

Be skeletal.

BE NOTHING.

Be everything.

Wait, 12 days?!

What happened to recovery?

Nothing.

Everything.

It is your sisters birthday.

Eat.

Eat.

Be healthy.

No.

Can't.

Can't stop.

This is beyond control.

MUST.

MUST STARVE.

No.

Can't eat.

Won't eat.

Skin.

And.

Bones.

Why?

WHY?

I DO NOT KNOW.

LEAVE ME ALONE.

I don't know.

Be normal.

I can't.

Starve.

Empty.

Food is wrong.

No, food is fuel.

Shut up.

BINGE.

Oreos.

Dairy milk.

Galaxy.

Eat it.

Eat it.

No.

Can't.

WANT TO.

I will.

NO, WHY?

It's who I am.

Binging is not who you are.

DO it.

Yes.

NO.

I want to.

Why?

Hungry.

You don't know what hungry is anymore.

I could.

I might.

You don't.

I will binge, like a pig.

You ARE a pig.

Fat.

Fat. Fat.

Starve.

NO.

Yes.

I want to be normal.

You're way past that.

Too late.

This is not your choice anymore.

Is anything?

No.

No.

Never again.

Binge.

Starve.

Starve.

Don't purge.

What?

Won't.

WHY?

Just don't.

DO NOT CUT.

I won't, I swear.

Unless....

Unless what?

Don't you dare.

I can't...

I'll try not to...

Don't fast.

What?

No, I need it.

Nobody need to starve themselves.

I DO.

No, you don't.

I do, I don't know any other way.

Way of what? Weight loss?

No. LIFE.

I need to starve.

Starve and binge and starve.

It is the only way I know how to live.

No, no. Be normal.

I can't.

I don't know how.

Don't make me eat.

Please, PLEASE I BEG YOU.

PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME EAT.

You have to eat.

No...

Please...

I'll binge.

I know.

You will binge.

And then you will starve.

I don't want to...

I can't live another way...

This u-

Oh god, this used to be easy.

What did?

LIVING DID.

GODDAMMIT WHAT?

I DON'T KNOW.

I DON'T KNOW.

FOR GODS SAKE I DON'T KNOW.

STARVE.

BINGE. STARVE. STARVE. STARVE.

BINGE. EMPTY. EMPTY.

I DID NOT CHOOSE THIS.

DON'T YOU DARE GAIN.

Be a perfect daughter.

No, perfection doesn't exist.

I know that.

Why do this then?

I don't know.

IT'S NOT ABOUT WEIGHTLOSS ANYMORE.

OKAY?!

OKAY?!

GET THAT? UNDERSTAND THAT?

Just help me...

Please....

PLEASE HELP ME....

(Source: Skinny obsession)