Stop it!

Stop telling me I am lying to you!
I am NOT lying to you.
I told you I am trying to banish it from my "real life".
That doesn't mean that it's gone from my head.
That doesn't mean that it is not controlling my thoughts anymore.
I told you I try not to think about it all day.
But the thoughts are still there.
So I am blogging about what I am thinking, leaving the thoughts here on blogspot.
Trying not to think about it all day!

THAT is what I told you.
It is not a lie.
So stop telling me I am a liar!
That is NOT true.
And don't tell me you never cheated on me, don't tell me you never lied to me!
That's the exactly the same thing!