Chapter 2013, page 35 of 365

Day care unit starts on wednesday. I am so...nervous.
I don't really know what to think of it yet. I just feel that it's gonna be tough.
All these strangers, group therapies all day long, having breakfast and lunch with all of them.... Ooookay, when I think about it like that, I think I'm gonna die!!
There is so much going on inside my head at the moment. All these thoughts about life and death, fighting and giving up, healthy and sick. It's totally messing up my head.
Okay, that's dull. I kind of have nothing inside my head at the moment, that's why I'm not blogging so much. I'm really sorry for that.
Well, I don't even know if anyone is reading this but anyways I am sorry! That doesn't really make sense, you see I'm really confused and blurry and stuff like that at the moment. I think I better shut up for a while!