Where is my mind?

I hate this day care thing. 

I think I'm gonna quit. 

Go back to work.

Feels better that way.

At the moment.

I really can't be there anymore.

These people.

They make me crazy.

And afraid.

So full of tension.

All day long. 

Only because of the situation there.

This doesn't feel right.

I don't feel right there.

I'm gonna quit. 

Do you think, it's okay?

I'm afraid.

Because I know,

My mum's gonna be mad at me.

But I just can't be there any longer.

I can't choose the right thing anyways.

Either way she's gonna be mad.

Or I'm gonna go crazy and be extremely suicidal again.

Tough decisions to make.

Did I ever mention,

I hate decisions.