Because I hate myself so much that I don't care what I do to myself anymore.

Don't you think I hate what I've become?!

The only thing that could make me happy right now....

... is death.

Drowning in my own fucking mind.

Harm. Destroy. Kill.

You fat bitch, you deserve nothing at all!

Public health officer...

I hate this person sooo much!
He really doesn't know anything about me.
So who does he think he is to tell me that I have a Borderline personality disorder!?!
This is NOT true.
That's not something he can just diagnose someone with!
He is lying and I fucking hate him for that!!!