What's wrong with me?

It's like there is the devil inside me.
I hate nearly all the people around me.
Everything I hear, see, think makes me the most aggressive ever.
And unfortunately I also show it to these people.
The only person that never makes me aggressive and angry is my mummy.
It's just like hating everythingeveryoneallthisshit around and inside me.
I HATE HATE HATE it.
I hate this life, MY life.
I hate ME!

Save me from the nothing I've become.

I can't feel a thing. I feel nothing, I am nothing.
I wish there was a feeling I could describe inside of myself.
That there was something inside me.
But there is just emptiness. And hate.
Hate against me, against my body. I'm going crazy cause of just the smallest things.
And I guess it's all just because of all the hate and angriness inside.
I wish I could be a better person.
That there was something I could be good at.
That there was something there for me to live for.
But I know that I am useless, this awkward waste of space.
And all those people would be better off without me.

I know that it will happen.
And I hope it will happen soon.

You.

You don't want me, no
You don't need me
Like I want you, oh
Like I need you.

And I want you in my life
And I need you in my life.

You can't see me, no
Like I see you.
I can't have you, no
Like you have me.

You can't feel me, no
Like I feel you.
I can't steal you, no
Like you stole me.

Just tonight

Here we are and I can't think from all the pills, hey
Start the car and take me home.
Here we are and you're too drunk to hear a word I say
Start the car and take me home.

Just tonight I will stay
And we'll throw it all away
When the light hits your eyes
It's telling me I'm right
And if I, I am through
And it's all because of you
Just tonight.

Here I am and I can't seem to see straight
But I'm too numb to feel right now.
Here I am watching the clock that's ticking away my time
I'm too numb to feel right now.


Take me far away.
Take me to a place where I can forget you.
Take me to a place where I don't need you.

Cecilia was the first to go.

And I will be the one to go after her.

Never fall in love. Fall off a bridge, it hurts less!

You say...

You're not gonna fight
'Cause no one will fight for you.
And
You think
There's not enough love
And no one to give it to.
And
You're sure
You've hurt for so long
You've got nothing left to lose.
So
You say
You're not gonna fight
'Cause no one will fight for you.
You say
The weight of the world
Has kept you from letting go.
And
You think
Compassion's a fault
And you'll never let it show.
And
You're sure
You've hurt in a way
That no one will ever know.
But
Some day
The weight of the world
Will give you the strength to go.
So
Hold on
The weight of the world
Will give you the strength to go.