So sorry, AGAIN.
But I just can't handle living and blogging. Know what I mean?
Always forget about blogging, when life is so wonderful.
And life at the moment IS really wonderful.
I finally got the horse I always wished for.
And now it's finally mine.
This is what keeps me alive currently.
Cause all the rest is a big mess and a big shit.
My body is kind of killing me. I feel like dying when I feel it, when I see it.
I don't have any power anymore for doing it, for making it beautiful again.
But I HAVE to.
So I will do it. I will start all over again, tomorrow.
Because I know that I don't wanna be and feel like that one day longer.
Tomorrow, I'm gonna change everything.