15th - 19th December: Inpatient!
I can just say I hate those people there.
I hate the way they are, the way they act, I just hate everything about this place.
What a luck I got out there quite fast.
They just could have let me die.
It would have been ways easier...
If I just wouldn't have been such an idiot, then I wouldn't be here anymore...
Thinking of that makes me wanna do it again... And again and again.
Until it finally works out the way I want it to work out.