My dearest follower,

I am so so so sorry for not being around here the last weeks.
I'm back in the psych ward, since 7 weeks now already and I really just have little internet here.
So to sum up:
My life's a mess and I was close to dying three times now.
But I always survived.
I am really not interested in life at the moment.
I feel lonesome, forgotten, unimportant.
And my desire to die is bigger than ever.
The doctors seem to lose their will to really fix me.
I feel so alone.
And all I want is to leave this planet.
And never come back.

I love you all and I'll try to write some more from now, as much as it's possible.


Liberty hat gesagt…

you're the last to be forgotten. I promise.

Shelley hat gesagt…

Hoffentlich geht es dir bald besser.
Ich habe dich nicht vergessen, sondern jeden Tag vorbeigeschaut.
Die Ärzte sollten dich nicht aufgeben, hoffentlich begreifen sie das.
Wenn du reden magst, dann schreib mir ruhig.
Pass auf dich auf, so gut du kannst.