Life.

There will always be a "lie" in believe
an "over" in lover
an "end" in friends
an "us" in trust
and an "if" in life.

So there is always the possibility to choose, IF you want to live.

And I am not sure about it yet.
Because I am not sure if I want to live like that.

And IF I want to live again, and I don't mean just being on this world, I mean to LIVE,
then I know that I need to change something.
But right now I don't know how to change it.
And I don't know if I really WANT to change something
because this became the way my life is.
This life became my habit, this way of life,
this horrible way of life.