I think I'm going crazy.
I feel like.... I really wanna jump down a bridge, in front of a car.
Wanna cut open my arms.
Wanna....
I JUST WANT TO DIE.
I don't know why. I can't define that feeling.
It's like a fire inside, a seething vulcano.
And it really wants to come out.
I tried to oppress it for such a long time.
But it's getting stronger and stronger...
I know I can't stand this feeling any longer.
But I know I have to. I'm not allowed to cut.
But I don't know how to endure all this otherwise.