I want to go somewhere far far far away.
Some place where there is no pain, no self-hate, so suicidal thoughts, no self-harm.
I'm living in hell and there is no escape... Except of death.
I'm haunted by demons. I can't run away from them, they are haunting me wherever I go, whatever I do. They are always by my side and make my life a living hell.
I don't want to be their victim anymore.
This needs to stop.
I need to stop.
My life needs to stop.
My heart needs to stop.