I vividly remember last night,
my nightmares were as wild as always, I remember perfectly however a new part of the dream.
I held the gun up to my head.
And pulled the trigger.
No one came to help even though everyone was watching.
I remember this overwhelming feeling of peace as I hit the floor and closed my eyes.
It was a beautiful dream.
I need a gun. I can't keep up my lies and my mask.
I break and this time it'll be forever.