L.....

L.
A.
X.
A.
T.
I.
V.
E.
S.

But they don't make me feel better.
Don't know what to do anymore.
I just don't feel like myself.
I am fat, fat, fat, fat and fat.
But not strong enough.
I will never be.
'Cause I'm an awful slut, I guess.
I'm doing a lot of things but I'm always doing them wrong.
And that is what makes me such an awful person.
And that is why I hate myself so much.