You can close your eyes to the things
you don't want to see,
But you can't close your heart to the things
you don't want to feel.
If that would be possible I would feel no pain at the moment.
I can't even think of when he finally says he'll leave me.
But I kinda have to thank you.
Thank you for making my decision so much easier.
This time there will be no one to safe me. You won't be there this time.