Afraid. The girl I am living with is gone for the next 4 days.
That means there is no one to act for and there is no one who might notice that I am in bathroom quite long.
There is no one here who will notice a thing.
Everything I will do will be a secret.
I am afraid of what will happen. I can feel it inside me.
It is there.
I want to be saved. Not saved from this place, saved from myself.