Sometimes at night when I'm asleep...

That's when I sometimes dream of being happy.
I am weightless, I have no fears, I have no worries.
I live a happy life.

But until I get there, to my dreams, it takes a lot.
It takes a lot of tears and a lot of hours.
Sleeping isn't as easy anymore as it used to be.
I wish that "easy sleeping" would come back to me.