I wish I had the courage to finally end it all.
I really wish I had.
Can't stand these feelings, these voices, this life anymore.
It feels like crying inside all day, all night.
I can't go to bed at night because I'm to afraid of waking up in the morning and of living another day. I really want to cry, but I just can't!
Don't wanna be this empty any longer.
It feels like eternal winter inside my heart, inside my soul.
I am always alone, no matter how many people are around me.
I dream of dying at night.
Please let me be dead.
Let someone else kill me so I'll finally be free.